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RIP Grandpa - 17.01.2012

2012-01-22T22:53:00.003+08:00

So, my beloved grandfather had passed away on Thursday. It's over 24 hours when one actually found him dead. Grandma has went back to Malaysia, and he's basically alone most of the time. It's not like no one cared about him that something like that had happened. Before he had passed away, he had called my mother and chatted for a while. He had even cooked some congee for dinner. He went to bed soon after, and passed on not long after that.

As he had slept a little later than usual, no one find it unusual that he had not woken up and has all left for work. It was only at night when they realised that he had not taken breakfast that they went to call him.

My mother had screamed for me, informing that he has gone, and she had knocked her head hard onto the door crying for her father.

We went to his flat, the police are there. They allowed us to see his body. He had been gone, sleeping on his stomach, the way he usually slept. Blood water was released through his eyes, ears, nostrils and mouth. The sheets and blanket has the blood stains, even his mobile phone is covered with blood. He was slightly decomposed, darkened flesh and due to him not sleeping upright, his face had sunk in and gone slightly different. It was horrifying. We stayed till slightly after midnight before returning home.

We had expected to have our reunion dinner on Saturday, technically yesterday however it was only then it became the first day of the wake, third day of his departure.

The wake was only a day as the undertakers had discouraged us to drag the wake over the new year, thus everything was rushed. As it was also during the CNY, no one would be wanting to pay their final respects, thus the adults found no point in doing it for seven days. I got to admit, several events made me disappointed. Yet at least today I felt at peace only after the prayers at Fo Ya Shi.

Perhaps I should be glad, he had passed on peacefully in his sleep. He had his wish of returning to Hainan Island.

Hopefully the heavy rain today really represents that you have fulfilled your final wish and has passed on with no regrets.

Though you left in a hurry without saying goodbye, we know you loved every single one of us dearly. I love you. I miss you. Badly.

Spring is here!

2012-01-16T19:47:00.001+08:00

Just a week till CNY! And office is closed till Thursday! It's a long long long weekend ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Last sat the family attended a relative wedding at Mandarin Oriental. Classy but the food ain't my taste :3

Anyway I'm so excited for spring! The dresses you know ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Happy New Year, 2012!

2012-01-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

I know it's rather late, but heck it's alright.

Anyway, today we celebrated my brother's birthday as well at the game room below Lilydale.

In a nutshell, 2011 passed pretty well.

Got a not bad paying job at a pretty great company.

Five more modules then my long awaited graduation.

Well, that's the basic duh.

Anyway, figured that I enjoy cooking pretty much that I made glutinous rice dumplings with peanut fillings. On my own.

To cut things short, 2011 had been amazing. The company, the stuffs that had been going on, yadahyadah, IT'S GREAT.

So yeah, that is my erm, 2011. I practically lost the feel of blogging as it just seem ridiculous to tell everyone what I had been doing, and I kinda forgot what I had done. So yes, that's why I'm gone. Yes. *pokerface* ALRIGHT I'VE LOST INTEREST IN THIS! A WRITER'S BLOCK. *flipstable*

But I will be back.

HAPPY 2012 EVERYBODY!

Half day off from work

2011-12-01T18:09:00.001+08:00

Took half day off to study for my test later on, instead I merely stared at the paper. Brain kinda drained to be able to drain much. Which I guess most part time students tend to be people of older age as they require lesser sleep? Or they just simply have sleeping problems -_____-

Part time studies and work ain't working for me, by the time I get off work and reach school my brain is already screaming for a break.

Not exactly comforting is that course notes are soooooo wordy, otherwise it's full of formulas. Another paper on the 15th.

Bought one top from cotton on, seeeee the rose prints. Look kinda 1980s?

Now kinda waiting for my cropped shrug from New Look, and other items from Victoria's Secrets. All for the new year! I guess around 400 is spent?! Saw an asymmetrical dress from River Island, but oh well.

Satisfaction

2011-11-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

A person would keep upgrading him/herself when one has the capability to do so. Yet when would one be satisfied at what we are doing? We upgrade ourself to make ourself live comfortably. Yet the continuation just doesn't stop until some die from overdressing themselves. So seriously, when would one really get satisfied?

I'm studying and working. The feeling ain't great. It's tiring, it's brain draining. Yet the stuffs one learn from lesson is truly admirable. Well, there are so many human around, more than enough to split work up to aid one in the daily lives. Just some money people, boost the economy and also lessen the stress.

Anyway a month more till pig's special day. Exams in a month time too!

At the rate I'm going I wonder if I could even reach 23 in peace.

2011-11-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

Got my company card today, eyes abit small?!

Honestly, I've gotten to adore my job.

Despite MSN, Facebook all being blocked, and network suck pretty much at my work place, it's pretty much satisfying. Adding on, my pay ain't that low. Kinda enjoy it actually. The best perk I get is that it's just 15 minutes away from home!

Would be heading to Melbourne in September next year during pig's holiday, and I'd also have a school holiday that period.

Alright, I'm pretty drained from looking at all the humongous numbers while doing the aging debts report. Adios!

So excited for school to resume!

Happy Hari Raya Haji!

2011-11-07T23:47:00.001+08:00

Celebrated bestie birthday today at MBS, The Rise. Compared to The Line at Shangri La, it's horrid.

Anyway prepared a bento for lunch tmr for pig and me.

Sunday!

2011-10-23T12:00:00.001+08:00

Finally it's Sunday! Moon went on course from Friday till this coming Tuesday so I guess I will be pretty free in office. Mad happy.

Anyway been ages since I cooked dishes for lunch. Simple fares, fried egg with prawn and stir fried mushrooms. Adding on, ABC soup.

And, it's payday on Thursday! Celebrating bibi belated birthday at MBS. Hehe

Long awaited Saturday

2011-10-15T14:53:00.001+08:00

Took half day off yesterday to go for a movie with pig an made some muffins today.

Now I'm waiting for bibi collect her blings.

Tsk should be heading to bed soon again. My body alarm strikes at 7am daily. Zzz

Lack of updates.

2011-10-04T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking busy at work and by the time I got home, I'm already too drained to blog. I'm practically in the office for 12 hours each day -.- Best of all, the moment school resumes I'm not even gonna have time, AT ALL. With this pay comes more responsibility. But seriously? 12hours? -_-

Random

2011-09-17T21:39:00.001+08:00

Apparently there's some stuffs within the family. Some stuffs I had not known, so I'm gotta amaze myself with it.

I'm a rich bitch, wtf?!

Anyway sis is going to Italy at the end of the month. Might be asking her to get me a new wallet from LV. Feel like throwing my coach wristlet and get a gucci one. Tsk.

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Batam 2011

2011-09-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

Howdy peepo! The week right after I came back from Genting, I went to Esplanade for an orchestra concert.

This is how it looks all the way from the back. Mad beautiful. But I don't really enjoy it. Never really liked Sibelius and Graham.

Mad love for the flute and harp.

Went for a short trip to Batam. Lovely seafood! Not that great of shopping paradise nor sightseeing. But a good place to stock up on tidbits. Best buy I guess was the passport casings. Anyway the toilets are disgusting. I do like the temple though. Not very delightful massage. Merely $20 for 90 minutes of it. Pretty cheap but weak people like me bruise easily. I guess batam has too many singaporean visitors that they accept SGD in most places, which is pretty much annoying. Convenient as it is, the people are taking for granted that we should tip them in SGD. pfft

Anyway, from these two trips, it came to my attention that it's very important that you have traveling companions that ain't a pain in the ass.

Many might think that Peggy would be the one I'm saying but seriously, she's not that bad. #flipface #endfriendshipimmediately scenario did not happen. Hope it kinda disappoints everyone.

Anyway, there are a few points in finding traveling companions. I guess I found mine, so nothing to really complain about. Just the usual group, G, P, Pig&Me. We will be perfect together.

You would not be able to get anything done if you were to have a conflict of interests. However for me, I'm game for anything. I'd only want the other to be more outgoing other than rejecting any offer or choose to simply stray away. It merely defeats the purpose of having a group. Like seriously, if you have no interest in staying with the group, why bother going with the group at all?

Having anyone that gets paranoid easily is seriously a pain in the ass, such a mood spoiler. Yes I know there's risk overseas blah blah. I know, no need to make me neurotic too.

Budgeting affects the food and activities and places you are visiting too. You can't possibly eat at different places, stay in different hotels blah blah. You get the idea.

Communication is important. That I doubt I would have to explain.

IMO, I believe that having traveled together, you merely have to be outgoing and not close up yourself. Time is limited as well. So open up, hasten your speed. Thats all to it. (: if you could fulfill the above, feel free to drop me a note for our upcoming trips.

Cruise and BKK within this year with the loves I guess, most likely after bibi returns from Taiwan.

Visiting South Korea at the end of the year or the beginning of next year and probably Perth next June. Not really sure of the details yet though.

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Genting 2011

2011-09-06T16:41:00.001+08:00

Six of us went to Genting last Friday, the bus was not as great as Grassland. Pretty much uncomfortable. But at least the toilets this time round are in better conditions.

We reached our destination like around 5.30am and went to Starbucks to get some drinks before heading to one of the room we got for early check in. Freshened up before heading for breakfast.

Don't really fancy the toilet though. Having 6 people ain't helping much too, causing the toilet to be totally wet.

Anyway we went to Marybrown(?!) for breakfast. Kinda disgusted. I had congee and it was diluted an disgustingly salty. Like those kind of instant porridge and more water, and has been dumped loads of salt. The fish fillet is so tough, and it's erm spoilt?! Gross much?

Went to the outdoor theme park next, merely sat on the pirate ship which creaked very loudly. The fear of dying is well, increased. We went to the flying coaster next. Cost an extra RM10 per person. Stinks like mad and not safe at all. It started moving when you barely got on it and you literally fall when it spins 360 degrees.

Went to check in to our new rooms, which were by far better than the room we initially got. Went to KFC for lunch, not exactly appealing. Had Baskin Robbins, totally amazing. Went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not and the Haunted Adventure. Ripley's a great place! The Haunted Adventure was not that amazing, so not worth the money! We walked quite alot and went to have some buffet before heading back to the room.

Had some pastries from Starbucks and got more ice-cream with Peg for supper. We bought some dress and charms from Cotton On. Had brunch at some kopitiam the next day, horrible food. Tsk, but it's the people that counts isn't it? Had herbal eggs, cupcorns, fondue and loads of coffee there.

Kinda glad to be home seriously.

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Genting trip

2011-09-02T14:47:00.001+08:00

Am currently preparing for the trip later. Despite sleeping for a good 9 hours, I'm yawning.

Anyway just finished baking the muffins, Peg said it seems dry. So none for her!

And I shall see what else I need. Sayonara babies!

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Pre-genting prep

2011-09-01T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hello! I know I'm gonna forget doing this tomorrow, so here I am. I considered maybe blogging in the bus tomorrow but I changed my mind. Think that it will be pretty irritating and I would rather spend my battery on my songs.

I'm already missing my mum and dad so it's kinda frustrating right now.

Anyway, YY's coming over tomorrow to use my computer, and I'm gonna make some muffins for the trip up. Chocolate and oatmeal. Kinda dislike oat, but well, for a healthy touch might as well add it in. It's nice alright! I tested a batch yesterday! A little too much sugar though. Maybe I should jot down my recipe or future references eh?!

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Too fast, too furious.

2011-08-21T01:16:00.001+08:00

Time passed rather quickly. Not too long ago, we were in secondary school wasting our life away looking at people mugging and sniggered at them being so ridiculously hardworking. Probably calling them teachers pet, suck ups and so on.

Four years then passed by, O Levels passed on without much study yet still able to get pretty good results.

Then came tertiary studies whereby you started making new friends and yet you still find friends from your secondary school as your main clique.

It's just that time passed on so quickly we didn't really realize that many events had gone by. Small events that make us who we are now.

Don't bother seeking me out. I'm not in the picture. Nevertheless they are the November gems in my life, making everything worthwhile, shaping me into who I am. Except for that guy, he turned me off. Tsk

And I do miss those time, but somehow everyone's just too busy.

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Upcoming trips and events.

2011-08-15T16:13:00.003+08:00

Booked three tickets to the SSO concert at Esplanade on 8th September.

Heading to Genting on 2nd of September and will be back on the fourth.

Might be going to USS on 11th November with the girls.

I know it's like ages till November. But it's good to make plans early in case it gets messy. Even for the small trip we booked the tickets like 2 months ago? Or was it 3?

Anyway baked again last night.

Best recipe I had so far. Banana and oat for healthy living. I used very little sugar, 3/4 cup but I merely used 3 tablespoon but the banana gave it a slight tinge of sweetness. Should have added some cinnamon though.

Got some more stuffs from GMarket, and the bag I ordered is being shipped from Taiwan. Mad excited. Hopefully it gets to me in time before the trip to Genting.

(Wendy, Chai, Grace, Peggy, Adam and me) Hopefully Peggy would be good and not be a spoilt brat.

Just booked tickets to Batam. (Jennifer, Eileen, Peggy, Grace, Adam and me) Ok anyway it's the weekend after we come back from Genting. Hopefully I get my pay before Batam, or I'm gonna go very highly over budget. :/

Baking day!

2011-08-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

Baked cupcakes and muffins. They don't look good but thank god they taste erm, good?

Batch one, very buttery and has very slight tinge of banana.

Chocolate muffin and banana fillings.

Anyway I brought back Amberlynn today. Much love. Gramercy is such a wonderful place for music learners. Plenty of books, its truly amazing. Though traffic there ain't that amazing. Still, beautiful.

Pig tan has tackled me when I ran with the remote control and switched away from discovery channel. Tsk. Just a few more days before we are together for a year. (:

Would like to buy an organ for my sister for her retirement gift.

Would like to learn playing the flute and buy a harpsichord. Only saw it twice, once in SOTA and once in Synwin. Amazingly beautiful. One might say my piano is good enough. But a harpsichord?! It's history will baffle you. A baroque piece played on a harpsichord has a different feel than compared with a piano. Anyone wanna buy me one?

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Happy Birthday Singapore!

2011-08-09T18:54:00.001+08:00

Went to Synwin at Marina Square to have Amberlynn fixed.

Drew a star with my eyeliner. Well, National Day is the only day you can have stars on your face and everyone will be ok with it!

Went for lunch at Olio Cafe. Pig and I had ribeye steak and crawfish whereas Leng got some boneless chicken. Anyway Olio was amazing. Never really had high expections about it, but it's awesome. The mash potato is love. Only hate the corn.

Ribeye stick with Crawfish

Boneless chicken.

The bill came to around $85, but pretty worth the money!

ME HAS STAR AND YOU DON'T!

And of course not to forget, HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

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Happy Birthday Singapore EVE

2011-08-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

This was taken at Heartland Mall. Peggy overslept so it ended up with Grace, Chun, Leng and Chai.

Apparently Amberlynn bridge broke into two when Wendy tried to tune it yesterday, so we're gonna bring Amberlynn to fixed tomorrow.

So anyway, she introduced this violinist.

However I still enjoy piano musics more. (:

My all-time favourite, Vladimir Horowitz. I'd kill to have his hands.

Anyway, I don't know why but I've started to get a liking for slow songs. Jazz and blues. Must be the age. Have to be the age. I'm getting old. FML. But Olivia Ong is a good alternative to Britney and Ke$ha, etc.

Anyway tomorrow's National Day. Time to hit town for the fireworks and the parades?! I only realised Singapore is 46 a few days ago. Patriot much?

Supreme Saturday

2011-08-06T17:25:00.001+08:00

I love these two songs.

Colbie Caillat - I never told you
And
Leslie Roy - Unbeautiful

Amazing lyrics and vocals.

I'm on the bus now to Seng Kang before heading to Kovan to meet up with my loves.

Was at some Japanese restaurant earlier on at Woodlands Civic Centre, not sure of the name but it's a branch of Jack's Place. Restaurant Hoshiago? Not exactly very nice tasting, but the services are good.

Needa learn to tune the violin. Damn.

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Violin

2011-08-05T12:32:00.001+08:00

Just had my first violin lesson. Complicating and well, pitchy. But I guess with time, I would get used to it sooner or later.

Anyway this baby is called Amberlynn.

Firs song to learn, twinkle twinkle little star. WTF right?! But oh well!

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Killing kitty day

2011-08-05T10:55:00.001+08:00

I'm actually waiting for my violin teacher to arrive. Excited for my first lesson. Should get a case for the guitar. Thinking of moving my piano into the other room. Hmm. Alright shall update later. Another hobby for me.

Anyway the open beta for dragon nest should be SOON. yeah, better than other games I had tried!

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Sight of Toad

2011-08-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

Getting so irritated with the Toad.

Seeing her hair at the drainage every morning and my mum have to pick up after her is pissing me off seriously.

Maybe I should simply scream at her tonight :O

Online shopping should be banned

2011-08-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

Spent $100 online for some dresses and accessories. GMarket is addictive.

Helped bibi order one dress.

Sometimes I wonder, if anyone knows the reason why a change could happen out of a sudden. And I doubt you even knew what happened. Maybe you do, whatever, maybe in the end you would merely pretend that I'm telling a lie. Who cares? You know clearly I tell the truth, double headed probably, I don't lie. I'm just plainly straightforward. I'm not gonna try to salvage the little relationship which you had wanted nor thought we so called had.

For your information, when you had quarreled with well you know very well who, and they requested for me to talk with you while they talked among themselves. Do you even know what your buddy had said? Well, he said I give a wonderful blowjob and I'm not a virgin. To my boyfriend. Seriously? You might wanna say I'm bullshitting right now or trying to ruin your friendship with him whatsoever, but ask yourself this question. How many a times had he disappointed you? Oh yeah, if you think that we are bothering to gossip about you, you are thinking too highly of yourself.

Seriously, I don't really care if you read this. But do remember who had no faith in you and your bf. What you had told me then, think about it. You will realize that this is not as simple as you thought.

Who are you gonna trust, I'm not gonna care. It's your choice.

He may find it a joke, to say all these. But seriously? Do whatever you want an believe whatever you want.

Pfft amazing blowjobs. Sheesh.

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Scandalous Thursday

2011-07-29T12:44:00.001+08:00

This was not photoshopped, nor did I lose any weight. And I know some freaks would just think likewise. But I did change the saturation of the picture through photogene. Makes it look softer (:

Ok so yesterday I was with Leng, watched 3D Sex and Zen. Totally a stupid show, what's the rave and hype about it sheesh. Anyway went to Itacho Sushi after that. Super noms, please don't humiliate yourself by comparing it with Sakae red plates.

Super loves!

Went to MAC at Raffles City and got some cosmetics. Holy cow the foundation costs $76. Got the line filler as well.

Oh well thanks Leng for the wonderful day yesterday. :x

Oh yes some were asking what eye makeup I and Peggy are using.

Currently she's using Maybelline's gel liner. Gel liner is superb in getting thick lines and they are good as in it would not smudge that easily. Whereas I'm using MAC's fluidblast in point black. Totally amazing. It could last the whole day despite being under the hot sun at USS for the entire day. I also used MAC eyeshadow, and Victoria's Secret color palette.

As the saying goes, once you go MAC, you'll never go back.

But dear hamburger, don't bother. You are beyond hope.

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Made in China

2011-07-26T14:36:00.003+08:00

From the title, one would think that this post would be bringing down China.

But, I'm not going to.

In fact, this post is more or less in regards to the Chinese National whom created a video to mock/insult Singaporeans or in his term, just for laughs.

I'm not trying to say here that he is right. In fact, he is darn wrong.

For one, I can't be bothered to watch the video complete as he looks disgusting. With the awful makeup and the well, Chinese accent he has, I can't help it but just shut it down within 3 seconds. Even if it's meant for a joke, you have to do way better.

I do not think that Singapore is amazing. However, I do love staying here. Everyone have thoughts that the grass is always greener next door. I always wanted to move to Australia, as I love EVERYTHING there. But every trip there was merely a month stay, not much to learn about the place. It might be horrid, might be the same as Singapore, whatever. I still think it's wonderful. Full stop. I'm not advertising nor am I bringing down Australia, merely pointing out that I LOVE Australia.

Regardless, foreigners. As long as you are in a foreign country that had well, not welcomed you very enthusiastically, you should at least show some gratitude and shut your mouth and keep your comments to yourself. It's just like going into a house and scream HEY THIS IS DISGUSTING, when you are well provided for by the hostess. Screw you, where are your manners?

Yes, Singaporeans have this tendency not to speak a proper language, and speak in their so called mixed up language called "Singlish". So? Our English are still certified under Cambridge. Even if we do go study overseas, we do not have to attend some English proficiency classes which teaches us primary school level language.

Local delicacies, nah. Dog meat, snake meat, horse penis. Yeah that's cool.

Transportation is horrid. People complain and stomp wherever they are. Maybe you people should start keeping your legs to yourself in train and buses.

Yadahyadah. But if Singapore is really such a horrid place to be in, I have no idea why Singapore is starting to be infested by Chinese Nationals.

For one, I do think that China is a great place, with AMAZING history. I don't fancy much of MZD due to communism and I'm brought up as a so-called democrat. China has four seasons(YAY), its starting to become real high tech, its improving real well compared to the 1990s.

But please, by comparing China with Singapore, I can only say that its ridiculous.

Off Topic:

Peggy Chia says
do i sream cb
maybe i do
=D

grace. says
YES U DO

Peggy Chia says
did i o.o

Jeralyn Tan says
yes
-.-
u even go
TSK NABEI
at a little housefly
-.-

Peggy Chia says
when

Jeralyn Tan says
..
always?
-.-

Yes, that's Peggy.

Entertainment for idiots #1

2011-07-26T12:12:00.003+08:00

Ok girls, beware of this guy that goes under the MSN xiao_peter88@hotmail.com

Personally, I have no idea who the hell he is, nor what he wants, and he claimed that he had forgotten where he had gotten my MSN, nor am I really bothered.

Anyway, he had MSN-ed me earlier on, asking me for help, and asked if I'm open-minded. Usually I would go "NO, fuck off", however being in a rather good mood today since my loves had been making me laugh since morning, I decided to entertain this bugger for a while, BUT MIND YOU, I had not said I'm open minded.

The conversation goes to

peter sim says
u know guys will have those needs?

Jeralyn Tan says
if u want a prostitute
try geylang

peter sim says
i not want to have sex

Jeralyn Tan says
then/

peter sim says
just finding someone chat those stuffs with me

Jeralyn Tan says
are you ridiculously sick in the head? coz i don't know you and you claimed to have no idea where you got my msn from
try www.adultfriendfinder.com , i guess there might have pple to satisfy your needs

AND APPARENTLY HE LOGGED OUT. MOTHER FUCKER! I had went to search for those sex chat hotlines in Google for him, but he logged out. I wasted 3 of my precious minutes to help him, and he logged out. Either that or he blocked me.

I'm not a person that enjoys wasting time for strangers, and he goes offline. Just like that.

And so I continued whining to my loves,

Jeralyn Tan says
bloody dog
he logged out
xiao_peter88@hotmail.com
pui chao nua

Peggy Chia says
LOL
OMG BIBI IM SO PROUD OF U
HOKKIEN VULGARS
LOLOLOL

Asshole.

Lovely Sunday

2011-07-25T01:29:00.001+08:00

I cooked lunch today, sweet and sour seafood tofu, fried egg, yellow tail with miso.

Been ages since I cooked dishes already. Mostly would be like a main course and that's all.

Guess what is she looking at?! Those that had been to my place and knows Miko, would know that she would rarely stay still. But oh well, good day I guess.

What you looking at buster?!

Still Miko.

And hello Juee.

Thank god my dogs are clean and smells good. Thank god they are ticks free. Thank god nobody complained about my dogs for their cleanliness. Argh.

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Wednesday Frenzy

2011-07-20T10:25:00.002+08:00

I made breakfast for pig, just a hearty sandwich for him to start a day. Nothing too hard, some toast, with tomato and cucumber slices, ham, boiled egg and grill cheese. Lovely way to start a day! Homemade bentos are always the love, instead of erm $1.50 cake from some random bakery. There is no love from those cake seriously. 爱心个屁.

Nevertheless, I'm currently wondering whether i should join world vision, and join in the sponsor a child. Been wanting to do so since like 18. It's only $45 per month and you could make a difference in another person's life.

Anyway catching Harry Potter this weekend and visiting IKEA with the loves. Getting some chairs and cushions.

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Location:Wednesday frenzy

Steamboat with loves (II)

2011-07-18T12:44:00.002+08:00

Was at bibi's place for steamboat on Saturday. Super yums, no instant yucky premade one.

Apparently her living room has amazing lighting. Hehe.

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The word called love.

2011-07-14T13:28:00.002+08:00

The word has been misused by several. Oh the love of god. Teenagers falling in and out of romantic relationships. I love you, I hate you. Just seem so simple.

But what truly amazes me is how much could you love a person and how many could you love. One told me before, love is the greatest of all feelings. You could say you love so and so today, then quarrel the next moment and would hate the person for the rest of your life.

Ah the irony.

Oh yes, Harry Potter is finally out. I had read some article that had said the end of the world in November 2010, world war 3 with much radiation, killing most of the population. I got pretty much irritated due to not having able to watch the last movie for Harry Potter and Twilight, I would have died very unhappily and I swear I'd haunt the fucker which caused my death. And for now since it had not happened, I pray to god that the person that had spread the rumors of this ridiculous premonition to spend his life hidden in a little hut all by himself.

Just reminding all of you how I look like. I may not be pretty as a model nor skinny bamboo size 0 material, but hell, I'm still me. :)

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Its WTF Wednesday!

2011-07-13T12:00:00.003+08:00

Recent news reports show that there are pretty much unnatural deaths occuring in Singapore recently. Which is pretty much devastating considering that Singapore has pretty low criminal records, due to the fact the Singapore is a small city. Adding on, WHY OUR WATER? The water tank, the rivers and even the reservoirs. Must be an act of terrorism. We don't need bombs, just pollute the water, and the people are all doomed. SERIOUSLY? I don't really care if you gonna kill anyone and throw them in whatever places you want to. But hey, you're drinking the water too! Please use some brain and keep it away.

On a lighter note again, we're heading to bibi's house on Saturday for steamboat. Yes again. But its her mother whom invited us. Ultimate shyness.

The depressing looks of people in facebook through using iphone

2011-07-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

iPhone has too many photo apps that can make a person's face look flawless.

Example: A strawberry textured face can't look like a baby's with morebeaute and so on. So deceiving.

Tsk

Late updates of photos for malacca

2011-07-05T15:04:00.001+08:00

I guess everyone enjoys asking me to do things when I'm heading to the washroom. Seriously? Let me have a break!

Oh yeah some pictures in malacca!

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Cooking spree

2011-07-04T19:02:00.001+08:00

Cooked twice today, just felt like it. Adding to it, I cooked without anyone bugging me to cook for them as though I owe them. Pfft.

Grilled chicken topped with white button mushrooms sauté in honey orange sauce.

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Swim, swam, swum.

2011-07-03T16:14:00.002+08:00

Mini pool side party yesterday @ Lilydale. Had potluck session!

I brought Carbonara pasta, bibi got finger food and darling made salad.

I pretty much had my eyes set on the sotong balls and seaweed chicken P made., or rather G.

Anyway, afterthoughts. Maybe should be damn rich then get a landed property and have a swimming pool built. HAHA DREAMING ONLY. But condominium poolside party no music like abit boring.

Movies marathon next week, wonder what we should watch hmm.

Oh, the irony.

2011-07-01T09:36:00.002+08:00

I know you had been saying me and my group of friends. But I think it's okay, since basically most of the stuffs you people had been saying are untrue. And I understand that whenever you dislike someone you would say untrue things or perhaps get influenced to join in the badmouthing. It's alright, I totally don't bother. Why? Because I know myself best. You might have said I am a double headed snake, but seriously? I speak the truth, and you know it. I don't bother hiding things from people, I will just speak my mind. It might cause misunderstanding, and so on. But so?

But the point is, I had been saying to much truth, I'm considered a bitch. REALITY BITES. If you can't take reality, you probably can't take me. So, I'd reckon you rather have a lying bastard as a friend, and keep being denied the truth.

I have to admit, I'm a bitchy person. I don't care about others feelings. BUT I'M HONEST. I won't twist the facts like some people. Seriously, I can admit it. W is not a great pal when she just had her boyfriend. But I know she tried to make us work as well. P is not very adorable without her makeup, and sometimes act like a spoilt brat. But I watched her grow up, and I loved her for who she is. G is like abit mental. But she's the one who would think for P and me. Have to admit, P and I aren't very good at looking after ourselves. *shy*

These are what friends are for isn't it. You stab each other, then you fall in love with each other again. Ok we don't really stab each other. We practically throw these directly in the faces. Kinda hurt.

Having a potluck session with my babies tomorrow, and a Harry Potter marathon next Saturday. Getting so excited. Trip to Genting in September. Oh man, the 2nd half of the year is pretty good!

Oh yes, I seriously have no idea why I had been dragged into things I'm not involved with when I was in Malacca. Goodness.

Short Getaway.

2011-06-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

Ohaiyo!

I'm back, as said, it was a short trip.

So I will keep this a short post as well.

The trip to Malaysia was good. Considering the shopping, the sight seeing, and so on.

The hotel room we got was HUGE.

The bus ride was long, and in order to prevent myself from visiting the washroom, I've restrained from drinks and food. Anyway, it was too early in the morning to even eat, so, whatever. Everyone knows that the toilet in Malaysia Expressway is ARGH. Gross and smelly. So, it was recommended to try go to washrooms before setting foot or wheel, pardon the pun, in. Thank god, I went to the washroom at the Singapore Custom (TUAS). Seriously. There was a slight jam at the Malaysia border. When I intended to head to the toilet at the Malaysia Custom, I swear it's horrid. VERY. Apparently, I gagged at the smell while q-ing for the cubicle and when it happened to be my turn to do whatever I was supposed to do, I almost puked. And adding to that sentence, THANK GOD AGAIN for I had not taken any meal. In the toilet bowl itself, there was a pipe thrown in, so it created a mini "whirlpool" in the toilet bowl itself. That's not a problem, however adding to it, there were pieces of shit twirling in the whirlpool. I gagged all the way out, onto the bus and even pig asked me if I saw a ghost. Sheesh.

So I controlled my bladder through the whole ride, till we stopped for lunch at some Nonya Restaurant. Went to the hotel, took a shower, and cabbed to a mall. Had chicken rice balls, Adam loved them. Went to A&W for the Rootbeer Float. Cabbed again and the driver recommended a stall that sells a variety of food on satay sticks, a little like ToriQ but with satay sauce. A stick is like MYR0.60, and the driver drove us off to some hawkers near the hotel where we bought some amazing junk food and BBQ wings. Amazingly cheap and well, taste pretty good. Went back to the hotel for a while and walked back to the food court to buy seafood. Buttered Prawn, Sambal Lala and Bloody Cockles. Mad cheap.

We kinda skipped the heritage tour as I'm not really interested in it, and pig had went there before. Went for some boat ride today morning, something like the ride at Singapore River. Went shopping for souvenirs, enjoyed a glass of Green Tea Latte at Starbucks, went for lunch and came back to Singapore. Or I'd be whining to bibi -_-

Oh ya, my bibi was so concerned about me :( So touched. Many many loves. hehehehe

Busy Busyyyyy

2011-06-24T11:50:00.003+08:00

Heading to Chun's Grandpa's wake later tonight.

Meeting the girls tonight.

Heading to Malacca for a short trip tomorrow morning.

Meeting Olivia when I'm back.

Okay, that's the plan for the rest of the week.

Planning a short getaway with the girls, to Star Cruise, but hopefully to Langkawi. To BKK at the end of the year. Okay, many many plans.

In a nutshell

2011-06-13T13:57:00.012+08:00

A little late, but what the heck. Celebrated my 22nd on the 21st of May with a couple of friends.

Keith, Peggy, Olivia, Timothy, Grace, Chun and of course Adam.

Went to Kiseki for lunch before heading to Cathay for the Pirates of the Carribean.

Celebrated on the 22nd with the family.

Went to USS yet again on the 23rd since there's a promotion with bestie.

Some time before my birthday, went to IKEA with BIBI for a few days to get some stuffs. Bought a new study table, and two chairs.

I believed we bought more stuffs, just that I don't really remember what I got. So what the heck. Had bought KOI from Tampines while we were there.

Spent quite a lot, but it was good shopping.

My xiaofenfen, that never fails to chut her little pattern every single morning, making one wanna smack her right in the face.

But that is so, Grace.

I enjoy irritating her in the early morning and right before she goes to bed.

My crazy bonkers bibi, who has erratic moodswings. Sometimes so high, and sometimes so low.

But I watched her grow, I can only suck it all in, and accept her craziness.

Only problem is, attached guys please avoid her. Otherwise, more drama would unfold.

Before flying to Thailand to pray god.

Had dinner at T3, and went to Yakun for some half boiled eggs. Don't really fancy eggs. Hmm.

Used my Mickey bag from Hong Kong, a bag I usually used to go swimming. But it's large enough for a 2 day trip. Prayed for my loves and I that we would meet lesser 小人 and that it will go smooth sailing for us.

Pretty much says what there is to say, approximately 2 more months before we are together for a year.

May there be lesser nonsensical people trying to pollute his mind.

Went to an I MUSICI performance at SOTA last night. It was truly amazing, and of course beautiful. Not that I was ever in string ensembles, more love for piano pieces, but it was great.

Antonio Anselmi is terrific. Had a photo taken with him, practically got crazy. Got the group's autograph as well.

On a lighter note, Grace looks like the ring leader.

When they bring you down

2011-05-11T16:56:00.003+08:00

When I was younger, there were people who hurl insults at me.

I have to admit, I'm not a beauty, nor am I as skinny as most girls are. That's who I am. I accept it. Call me ugly, call me fat, whatever. But first, look into the mirror, you're not that great.

I have this friend, who has this sister. Who never fails to hurl insults at me whenever she sees me. Never fails to publicly humiliate in social network websites. Oh cool. I normally took it in stride, as I always reckons that she has a broken mirror, or perhaps she's partially blind and her spectacles aren't helping her at all, and maybe because she has some mental problem which she is totally embarrassed about and does not wish to seek help for.

For one, this had been going on for 6 years, and basically this could just go on for all I care. However the weather has been a bitch. The heat is making me insane, it's sick. It's fine, I could take jokes and insults. I've been through it in secondary school, high school, whatever. But, that is my teenage years. I lived through it, and I'm not gonna screw my adulthood this way.

For one, I don't really care about you. Why should I? I don't really care if you have no self-esteem. That's totally your problem. Why bring me down just to make yourself feel better? No friends, no social life? So what? You have EQ problems and you have problems communicating. That's your problem too. Start going out, change your attitude. That might work. I don't really care, screw your own life and not mine.

I was weak, I never stood up for myself when I was a kid, but that doesn't mean I never grew up and change. It's because of people like you I grew stronger. It's because of people like you that made me change for the better. Perhaps, I should thank you for being a total bitch, for not having the shame and gets pride in insulting me. It's because of you I became more self conscious and changed the way I looked. I threw away my nerd look for something wild, I threw away the weak being in me and grew into the person I am now. I'm grateful, why? Coz I know now, you will forever be the same, old you. Whereas, I'm always changing.

Afterthoughts

2011-05-09T16:34:00.004+08:00

GE 2011 is over, yet everywhere there's still discussions about it. Sick of it seriously. Not because I'm not concerned about the country welfare. But its just like Singaporeans are like kinda shortsighted. Seriously, Potong Pasir has already been lost to PAP, be it. The people chose it themselves, why still the need to re-elect? I can understand that Chiam See Tong has been a good leader, but now its his wife that you people are gonna elect, not him. Enough already. Tin Pei Ling might not be giving us a good impression, however under the leadership of Goh Chok Tong, maybe she would change for the better. It's getting irritable.

Maybe it's the heat speaking. The heat is unbearable. I'm getting cranky.

Sanity

2011-04-01T02:48:00.007+08:00

To others, I'm a rational person. The only factor that could lead to this is due to me having lots of me time. Others LOVE pouring their souls into me, which to me is pretty much of a pain in the ass as they believed that I'm a good listener. Yet, I never really caught what they were trying to say as I usually get distracted by other thoughts. Yet somehow, I still get to answer their every little questions with my subconscious mind.

However these days I don't really get much of soul searching, deep thinking of everything I've done. Why? For one, I don't really get time alone. Depressing at times, really. Perhaps, only two hours each day when pig goes to the gym to work out, but that alone ain't enough for one to think about all the stuffs one do.

Perhaps, this changed the way I reacted to most stuffs. I get irritated easily, I don't even know how and why I would react in situations in that manner. I no longer look at situations from a third party angle, which usually aid a lot in problem solvings for my case, instead I'm now taking the blows directly right in my face. This suck but I'm not complaining. I believe this change is here for a reason that I currently has no idea of.

For one, I have my pig for practically 24/7. I have company day in day out, though the life of a married woman ain't what I seek at this age, I'm not exactly having the freedom I used to get, but I know that he will always be there to care for me.

Still I missed having time of my own, when I could simply blast my songs on repeat mode and not get sighs of exasperation that I had been repeating them for hours. I missed having time to practice the piano when no one is around. I miss having time to walk around malls, do my hair and nails and every little girly stuff. I will miss all of those, but somehow, I don't regret giving those things up. After all, he did give up plenty of stuffs away for me as well. So I guess, that's fair?

Bits and Pieces

2011-03-23T23:34:00.001+08:00

Took this before we went to for a movie at NEX. Battle of Los Angeles. Never was this a genre I enjoyed, however this was not a bad movie. Pretty good as a matter of fact. Many claimed that it caused them to tear as it was rather touching, yet I merely hoped that time could go by faster. I have to admit, I'm not the type that gets touched easily. One would have to try pretty hard.

The movie actually shows us that we should never give up. After all, failure is the mother of success. As long as we persevere, we would be able to see results. Point taken from the scene when the aliens seem to be killing everyone off and they are the only ones left. They were dismayed, but no they have the faith that kept them going, the hope and determination that made them achieve whatever they are doing. This applies to everyday life.

Everyday we would see people complaining about how life is screwed, and how unfair it is. Life is never fair, and it will never change. The rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer. Who are to be blamed? Yourself. The rich worked hard to attain their position. The poor MOSTLY just stayed around and whine. That is just so human, isn't it? Unless you get lucky and striked TOTO, then you are some motherfucker that got in luck. But that's not the point. If you want something, work for it! It would never start dropping from the sky.

P/S : Praying for some Lamborghini pictures to drop from sky which shows a 180km/h speed on the meter. If you get the inner joke that is.

Faith.

2011-03-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel that this is all getting too messed up. Yet it doesn't really bother me. It's not like I'm settling down with my decisions, I'm merely giving myself another choice. Afterall, all those crap that when god closes a door on you, he opens up a window. I've made choices which I had regretted when I was young. I got over it, I moved on. Nothing is screwed up. Many stuffs come to you just the way a gust comes in. You'll never know when to expect one.

My sister came back from Japan recently, after the tsunami and nuclear event. It made me jumpy. I can't afford losing another loved one. It will be too hard seriously. Adding on to it, it was no comfort when there were no response from her at all. Came in news report that casualties were high. Panicking. Then came in rumors about acid rain. Great. Best was my cousin ain't being helpful at all during this whole time.

August was the month that I was planning to fly to UK with grandma. Then plans changed, circumstances which made leaving unbearable. Yes, I'm sulking over this. Yet, I know that I won't regret giving up this chance. Coz I know, everyone and everything I have belongs here. Giving them all up is going to take lots of courage and determination.

I know I'm kinda screwing up my near future, but I know there will be something else that would aid me in it. I just need the faith, isn't it?

At least, I have my family that adores me to bits. Enduring all my nonsense and never giving up on me whenever I disappointed them repeatedly.

At least, I have a boyfriend that puts up with all my temper. Always giving in to my material wants that are totally unnecessary and redundant.

At least I have my girlfriends that always managed to put a smile onto my face in every ridiculous situation.

At least I have my bestie that knows me too well that I don't even have to speak and she could totally read my mind despite she's not being exactly good in this factor anymore. But I know I could always count on her.

I had not expected myself to be comfortable being so highly settled down at this age, I have no intention of getting married any time soon, and had no idea that I would be with him for this long nor have any idea that this would be working out at all. At least, it reached the stage whereby a future could be shaped within. Yes, I'm this settled.

Well, god did close a door of mine. He also opened up a window which overlooked a field so wide, a sky so high.

For this, I should be grateful.